delay......no inspiration or passion
Untitled 4...i want to take my life and crush it ...compress it into a small space every aspect every concept ...for easy understandingUntitled 4
take whats in my mind and cut it from the bone ...leave it on a page free it from its cage let it move into the world
...let it effect let it infect
let it be something other than a painful manifestation ...and construction an existence... delayed and decayed not what it was once and not what it will be again
...so take those mind thoughts take them and have them ...take th
...Just Another Onei sit and glance over my shoulder... i could swear there was someone there ...a second ago or was it a few minutes does time really matter???...Just Another One
there WAS someone there ...did you see something??? im sure i saw something
an uneasy feeling sinks into my gut... ..and remains there for a few minutes ...or is it a few hours does time really matter???
it just sits there... it doesnt do much just nags at me ...you know you want to it just sits there gnaws at my sanity ...you know you want to how i wish i could &n
No Comfortthe night calls for the cicadas ...are familiar to my ears the droning of a mosquito and dim light ...the heat - uncomfortableNo Comfort
I turn and reacquaint myself
with the shadows of my room ...I notice the 'things' moving within my closet ...and the red numbers on my clock they wink at me, 3.53 - 3.53 - 3.53
my mind slips...and then wanders and yet my eyes dont close
...and the night continues on, time continues on... ...and somehow - so do I
ShaShinthe past... captured so perfectly, such a glow... happiness in the... memory??? i see before meShaShin
my memories are different... this isnt a time i remember pain scorchs itself into your mind... so much deeper, permanent...
memories of the past... ...but im living the present memories of the pain... ...but im living in the now
my memories - aren't fiction ...or are they??? pain lingers like some ridiculous ghost... of what was and what had been
memories of the hurt ...i try to live the present memorie
Nightly VigilIt's midnight and everyone's asleep, but me. I sit down to my nightly vigil in the kitchen. It's twelve thirty and the TV's on, but no sound emenates from the faint light which breaks the heavy silence. It's one o'clock and I'm slumped against the wall again - unwilling to face the demons of the darkness It's one-thirty and I pour my second cup of coffee, and step outside for a cigarette. It's two o'clock and I sit at the table with a pen in my hand - Dear You ... It's two thirty and I throw the notebook to the wall. Why must you torment me like this? It's three o'clock aNightly Vigil
YesterdayYesterday~ I walked in a garden filled with flowers. pooled in sunlight. drenched in sweetness. I danced to waltzes with my love, And learned how the stars grant wishes. I lived life because I could, And dreampt that the world was good, And people, People were caring. I dYesterday
GoodbyeMaybe it isn’t funny that I love you more now than before But I laugh at our misfortune and try to ignore In fear that if I ever begin to cry I may never cease So I’ll remain here unsettled in a desperate search for peaceGoodbye
I have spent so long gently lacing the truth with softly woven words of hope Decorating pain with pretty lies that allow myself to cope That the impact of reality hurt that much more as I hit the ground Yet no one replies to agonized screams as though I never made a sound
So tell me now you’ve left what is life like up there for you now Spending your days wa
the f i r e f l ythe sugar-coating has worn offthe f i r e f l y
of this fuzzy-lollipop and
the clock is slowly ticking i don’t think it will ever stop
i’m not quite on
your radar but i love you
from afar my time with you
is wasted like fireflies in a jar
it hurts to hear your voice; i don’t have any other choice than to go away
and put myself on
your waiting list but i’m sure in years to come you’ll realise i’m
the one you missed
seb
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Do not go gentle into that good night,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
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i'm a newbie ... w00t!
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i'm a newbie ... w00t!
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Wish you were here...
make sure u do read my stuff...
id appreciate it!!!
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hey wow your from australia too?
oh and you like lost in translation?
18? wow you remind me of someone...
rhys hey... sounds familiar..
and yes i am slighty f...'d of my head at the moment
oh well catcha later man
ur poems are really good so...
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